Roula 1995 -

"Don't," she whispered. "You are a good ghost, American. But I have too many already." The next morning, my grandfather drove me to the airport. The key was cold against my chest. I didn't cry. I didn't wave. I just watched Athens shrink into a brown smudge, then a dot, then a memory.

On my last night, we sat on her balcony. The jasmine had bloomed—white stars against black iron. She gave me a small brass key on a leather cord. "What's this?" I asked. Roula 1995

Roula looked at my scarred hand once and traced the line with her finger. "You are trying to break something that is already broken," she said. "That is not bravery. That is just noise." The night of July 28th, we climbed to the rooftop of her building. The city lay below us, a sprawl of white boxes and television antennas, the distant pulse of traffic like a dying heart. She brought a bottle of retsina wine and two glasses smudged with her mother's fingerprints. "Don't," she whispered

"Do you believe in ghosts?" she asked.

I never saw Roula again. Twenty years later, I looked her up. The Montreal diner had closed in 2002. A cousin told me she had married a contractor, moved to Florida, then divorced. Another said she had returned to Greece, taught English to refugee children in a camp near Lesvos. A third said she had died—cancer, quick, in 2014. No obituary. No grave I could find. The key was cold against my chest