For the uninitiated, the Spankers’ Drawings Gallery exists in a liminal pocket of the city—partway between a Victorian conservatory and a defunct server farm. Its current exhibition, numbered 153–23 (the “23” denotes the twenty-third iteration of their “Persistence of Discipline” cycle), features the enigmatic patron and frequent subject Droo-Cynthia. I attended a private viewing. I left with more questions than answers, and a peculiar urge to sit on a pillow.

I approached. "Does it hurt," I asked, "to be drawn like this?"

The Uncomfortable Gaze: Droo-Cynthia Visits the Spankers’ Drawings Gallery (153–23)

As I stepped back into the ordinary street, the sting on my thigh faded entirely. But I swear I felt a faint pressure on my shoulder blade—as if someone, somewhere, was sharpening a pencil and deciding where to begin.

The gallery’s director, a gaunt figure known only as The Tocker, greeted me in the antechamber. "You’ll find the walls are not passive here," he said, adjusting a pair of pince-nez that appeared to be made of dried leather. "Droo-Cynthia has agreed to be both viewer and viewed. She is not a model. She is a collaborator in her own correction."

I bought a bar of lavender soap shaped like a handprint. The Tocker wrapped it in tissue and whispered, "Use it before a difficult conversation."