I'm scared, though. What if he rejects me? What if I get hurt?

I'm trying to be supportive, but inside, I'm dying. How could she do this to me? We've shared every secret, every crush, every heartbreak. I feel like I've been punched in the gut.

I tried to play it cool, but inside, I was freaking out. I don't know what's going on with him, but I think I want to find out.